pusherman

big up to curtis mayfield for this one...

im your mama 

im your daddy 

im that brother 

in the alley

im your doctor 

when in need

want some bars 

have a read

you know me 

im your friend

your main boy 

thick and thin

im your pusherman

dehpon corners looking clean

supercool wordmachine

demand and supply

yes indeed im that guy

notepads and pens

baddest wordplay 

ask your friend

got things on your mind

have a read take some time

let you trip for a while

meditate vegitate enlivens your mindstate

8 bars please? take 16 

become what 
you want to be

im your pusherman

peddle parables and proverbs

adjectives and adverbs

intoxicating minds with words

i've created fiends

for my metaphors and similes

an innocuous dependency

on corners and allies shot that 

high grade vocabulary

be careful how you toke me

inhale me slowly

use me recreationally

bars have you pulling a whitey

expensive export

shit opens your chakras

push words their valuable

im your pusherman

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candid

me at my most poignant

yep i've made grave errors

to give night terrors

looking at the man in the mirror

shaking my head

wanting my bed

forced myself out

can't let depression tek me

depression incapacitates

and stress kills

both make my will ill

make me uneased dis-eased

flying through the stages of grief

feeling fragile

gone through a blender

heart colder than december

nah hotter than the peak of summer

life's reading like a shakespearean tragedy

trouble knows me

travel the cosmos

through my headphones a spliff and a good book

now that's a good look

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nameless space

i have put this into sections. what i've observed, what i've experienced and what i think we/i need to do with the "nameless space" the sections are down to your interpretation

nameless space

can't name it

if you attempt to name it, 

it ceases to be it

we attempt to use things to fill it

only to receive temporary relief which leads to more grief

aim to numb pain self-medicating ways 

my mind strays, my mind sprays

touch base with endless waves

it's cold cain

numbed like cocaine

cause pain

existential angst

meaning 

meaninglessness

fearfully fearless

bottomless abyss

can't be filled with trinkets

do our utmost to avoid it

jab cross slip it

still can't elude it

can be forgotten its elusive 

far from exclusive

we all feel it

will, meaning and purpose fulfil it?

that's the million quid question

it causes internal conflict

do best to be aware of it

accept it

embrace it

befriend it

integrate and assimilate it

go into it and allow yourself to feel it

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introspection

the noisiness of silence

causes internal violence

stuck in my own thoughts

a terrifying place filled with landmines

nah a beautiful place 

similar to paradise

nah an afro filled with headlice

a mind riddled with vermin

an intelligent cretin

aiding and abetting

journeying through crevices

battle self arch-nemesis

befriend myself make me my ally

bear witness to my alibi

don't follow the dichotomy

i'm whole holistically me

experience the subterranean depths

from the council estate of mind to the buddha mindstate

pessimistically optimystic

nah a realist

with surrealist thoughts

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86,400

i watched a short video about having 86,400 deposited in our account everyday which we spend, whether we have invested it or not it's gone never to return. everyday we have 86,400 seconds how do we spend them, off the back of that i wrote this....

i'm invested in every morning with 86,400

which i spend daily

sometimes spent well quickly

and i gain returns other times

i've spent it frivolously flippantly

at times it drags

when i'm somewhere i don't wanna be

sometimes 86,400 aint enough for me

so i try and rob into tomorrows fees

only to realise i haven't robbed

i've made space

with the day's pace

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freefall

coffee shop writer
never a biter 
freedom fighter
hot flames lighter
sniper your in my sight
insighter
made more awarer
set my own fashion
fashionista
trend-setter
trend-setter
trend-setter
you're just a bedwetter
i'm just a blogmonster
bar writer..........
..........................
take note of my pauses
cerebral causes
lose thought of course its
a true emcee
leave me empty
buddhist thoughts
contemporary stalwarts
hidden in my cohort
wrote without thought
free from editing
censoring, pruning
my thought process
you find confusing

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mute

dont say things anymore

overlooked misunderstood

misheard not heard

fobbed off taken for puppy show

silence is golden

wont break it through speaking

talk too much anyway

is the critique i receive

so now use writing

let emotions blaze 

through a page

dont ask me to speak

we wont agree and thats peak

for you and me

have become a selective mute

only speak in certain circles

where dont have to watch my words

rehearse life's show

a theatre act so act well and choose the right script

the wrong writer will have you doing flips

spinning out 

wondering whats it about

speak mean write wit clout

drinking a dragon stout

yes im vulnerable

not untouchable omnipotent or omniscient

even though i see things

dont say things through words

let the ink speak




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