mute

dont say things anymore

overlooked misunderstood

misheard not heard

fobbed off taken for puppy show

silence is golden

wont break it through speaking

talk too much anyway

is the critique i receive

so now use writing

let emotions blaze 

through a page

dont ask me to speak

we wont agree and thats peak

for you and me

have become a selective mute

only speak in certain circles

where dont have to watch my words

rehearse life's show

a theatre act so act well and choose the right script

the wrong writer will have you doing flips

spinning out 

wondering whats it about

speak mean write wit clout

drinking a dragon stout

yes im vulnerable

not untouchable omnipotent or omniscient

even though i see things

dont say things through words

let the ink speak




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a bLack mAn tHing

story behind this, in a meeting i was informed that i have a 'Black Man 'Thing'' when i asked her to clarify what this 'Black Man Thing' is she struggled making vague references to Black Men in her life. Every interaction is a writing opportunity...

what exactly is 
a Black Man Thing
is it any different from a
white, asian, latino man thing
any different from a Black Woman Thing
please clarify what this Black Man Thing is
a chip on my shoulder
walk with a certain swagger
talk with a certain linga
touch fists dont shake hands
oh i see its the nuances
the isms
my professionalism called into question
oh i get it i dont show enough teeth
acceptable nigger syndrome
if i was a white chick presenting the same shit
what would you call it
im so pissed
no not defensive
enraged with rage blazing
hotter than the sun in me
about to combust internally
oh...i see thats that Black Man Thing....




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systematic misinstruction

the travesty of educational philosophy
when kids are valued monetary
4g you tell me 
is each students worth
putting a price on kids heads
is that what schools about?
struggle empathically with
such a materialistic philosophy
from the core flawed fundamentally
detrimentally
then we raise kids who aren't
independent free thinkers or even think at all
dependent servants
public schools feed the machine
creates new age slaves
not taught to think
but to remember
whats the true role of an educator
to make kids intelligent regurgitators
higher education now becomes a class act
cos the proletariats cant access that

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resolutions

no resolutions
resolutions are not solutions
made in haste then broken
aint setting no targets
none of that 
new year new me ish
no positive affirmations
i will however have great expectations
no promises unrealistic
keep things basic
read more watch less
listen more talk less

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