Wednesday 26 September 2012

letter to my children

for you son and daughter no more need be said/written

trust me, i aim to be the best dad i can be
guaranteed to make mistakes on this journey
forgive me
never been a dad before so please bear with me
i'm human, thus perfection eludes me
but in my humanity i'll strive for mastery
never shirk my responsibility
my babies you can rely on me
lean on me
i'll be stronger than an oak tree
love you unconditionally
yep even when you annoy me and say things that disrespect me
i'll be there when you need me
financially or emotionally
i'll provide that security
a solid foundation for you to build on
a secure attachment
you've taught me many things
hope i can teach you two too 
through my actions and words
do as i do and as i say too (at times)
these words are from me to you



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Tuesday 18 September 2012

london, my observations

as the title says.

london, city of schemes and broken dreams
got fiends catting for crack
and boys carrying gats
you got beef in these streets then it's just gun clap
i ain't boosting that 
it's just a matter of fact
the home of tec-lashers, chain snatchers and jackers
peeps demonised, priests sodomise
london, the place where estates get scorched
by territorial gun wars
and innocents blood pour
through crossfire of war
unfriendly fire taking lives to the muck and mire
tears come to my eye 
as i think about them that die
crime rates and politricks run high
politicians claim to speak truth 
(but you dun know it's lies)
cos once the vote's theirs 
they turn and spit in your eye
fight real crime get the crack from the manor
estates littered with syringes 
sick youts run frantic
carry matics, it's manic



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Friday 7 September 2012

mymusic

this is the music i write, cannot be categorised put in a box or explained eloquently and articulately in a well rehearsed sentence. no more talk required read on

i write light music bring sight music life music 
opposite to murder music hip hop music 
abuse the mic music influential controversial conversational music
lose ya mind music big up god to this music tortured soul music 
feel my words music paint a picture mental music 
ENDUB10EN music
verbal interaction mental stimulation release frustration music
black white asian all nation all gender music 
love hate music bring feeling music
hype music battle spit verb in verse music 
wreck the beat a capella no need for a beat music worship music 
therapeutic release the B.S. off my chest music 
street culture music
crossover to mainstream underground music 
don't confuse this music with other emcees music 
THIS MUSIC IS MY MUSIC


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cult experience

these stem from a spiritually abusive time, writing was therapy for me then and it still is

wolves in sheepskin clothing fleecing the congregation
not there to serve but be served its perverse abuse of
young innocents malignant serpents whose words are venomous
dangle ministry in front of eyes as a prize
legalistic cult leaders with snakes features
spiritual abusers false teachers misguided preachers
lost a grip of their rational faculties pharisees
disqualified cos you allowed this b.s. to slip
unfounded doctrinal teachings found in mostly pentecostal circles
unbiblical practices founded on demonic premises
take the church for a welfare program
you force guys to tithe or die
would name names but there's too many to mention
from charismatic denominations where they swindle
kids to parents frustration 
these men be offspring from demons semen 
cos they rape the bride of christ
counting numbers and wong as success

enslaved on spiritual levels
where dreams burst like bubbles
its subtle demonic strategies
that mans brought to me
salvations simplicity stolen
cos i challenge christianity
i have a fragmented fraternity
where will i be 
when i pass from earth to eternity
are the thoughts that haunt me




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